狼牙

look, this awfull day is just labor day. 

I don't wanna use "suck" or "fuck",

but I can't find some other appropriate words to express my mind.

Maybe, the day itself wouldn't burn me up.

it's a process of cumulation.

oppress a lot

and the festival set the signal.

I have done my best, even done all what I can do

I don't wanna get any mercy or be a part-time-boy whenever u wanted

it's enough.

There isn't any plan to continue this job.

u like to play, but i can't be with u this time.

it's not a game to me. i said it thousand times.

And now, i gotta stop this game. it's over.....

 

what's up to me?!!

how to drive it in the right way??

okey, aim was achieved,  have deflated the balloon which is going to blow up.

go to sleep and

keep on learning on the uneven road.

tomorrow is A brend new day

tomorrow is a beginning of a brend new life.

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China go!
That's the sound we appreciate.
  
Nothing was absolutely right nor wrong
and nobody could know every truth
however, we need to stand by one side
We are mankind. We have sentiment.
If we can't confirm something right,
don't care it,
trust our kindred, trust our nation
and give the greatest support to them!

We love peace, our nature is kindness
but it doesn't mean we are craven.
Nobody could ride roughshod over us.
Cause we are all pride of our ancestor,
we are all Yan-Huang's descendents!

four months, I haven't updated my log.

i don't know why,

for my busyness,

for the little girl,

for there is nothing to say,

or i'm turning to be numb,

whatever...

 

one point is confirmed,

that is i am from bad to worse day by day

the burden i carried is too heavy and turning into overload

i am so tired

i want to take a break

but i can't, can't do this

cause someone else will kick u out and find the replacer

this is the law of the jungle, especially in here sh.

so i have to walk on my routine way

taste the bitter fruit made by myself

singing sad melodies loudly with smile face and tears in my eyes

lowery days and lost sweet times

i come back to my house, sit about,

in the mirror, i count the blood nets in my eye, unkempt hair, dirty face.

thousands bats in my mind

pieces memory flow away not under my control

 

these days,

cost reduction, goal setting, six sigma, process and assy, house..

these words are always hovering in my mind

and how to weigh a sentiment 

set me confused.

by the rate of happy and unhappy?

i don't know.

2007-11-12 20:10

I was deeply moved again and again~~

So, please wait for ten minutes to listen this hymn!

I bet u won't be disappointed for the excellent hymn and the heated Speech.

 

Artist: Timo Tolkki 

Sitting here and wondering, 
watching the seasons going by
Each new answer just brings ten new questions
My eyes have finally opened
Armored human wrecks walking the streets
Longing for a leader to take away their pain
We have not learned anything

 

Let me live another day
Without sorrow, without shame
Let me feel the wind on my face
Let me feel the sun
And live my days with fun
Let me sing this hymn to life
Molesting and incest

Unloving parents feeding the oven of madness known as planet earth
Love turns into prostitution
Embracing into violence
Lovemaking into fucking
Greed kills our humanity,
morality our natural needs
Jealousy kills the friendship 

 

[Speech by Charlie (Charles) Chaplin (1889-1977)
         from "The Great Dictator" movie (1940)]

 

I'm sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor -
that's not my business -
I don't want to rule or conquer anyone.
I should like to help everyone if possible,
Jew, gentile, black man, white.
We all want to help one another, human beings are like that.

We want to live by each other's happiness,
not by each other's misery.
We don't want to hate and despise one another.
In this world there is room for everyone and-
the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone.

The way of life can be free and beautiful.

But we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men's souls -
has barricaded the world with hate;
has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed.

We have developed speed but we have shut ourselves in:
machinery that gives abundance has left us in want.
Our knowledge has made us cynical, our cleverness hard and unkind.
We think too much and feel too little:
More than machinery we need humanity;
More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness.
Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost.

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together.
The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men,
cries out for universal brotherhood for the unity of us all.
Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world,
millions of despairing men, women and little children, victims of a system -
that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.
To those who can hear me I say "Do not despair".

The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed,
the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress:
the hate of men will pass and dictators die,
and the power they took from the people, will return to the people -
and so long as men die, liberty will never perish...

Soldiers - don't give yourselves to brutes,
men who despise you, enslave you -
who regiment your lives, tell you what to do,
what to think and what to feel,
who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle,
use you as cannon fodder!

Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men,
with machine minds and machine hearts!
You are not machines!
You are not cattle! You are men!
You have the love of humanity in your hearts.
You don't hate - only the unloved hate -
the unloved and the unnatural.
Soldiers - don't fight for slavery, fight for liberty!

In the seventeenth chapter of Saint Luke it is written
 "the kingdom of God is within man" -
 not one man, nor a group of men- but in all men - in you!
You the people have the power,
the power to create machines, the power to create happiness!
You the people have the power to make this life free and beautiful,
to make this life a wonderful adventure!
Then in the name of democracy let us use that power -
let us all unite!!!
Let us fight for a new world,
a decent world that will give men a chance to work,
that will give you the future and old age and security.
By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power,
but they lie! They do not fulfil their promise, they never will!
Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people!
Now let us fight to fulfil that promise!
Let us fight to free the world,
to do away with national barriers,
to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance!
Let us fight for a world of reason,
a world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness.

Soldiers - in the name of democracy, let us all unite!!!

 

 

 

Soldiers!! I love the appellation!

We are all soldiers who are fighting for our own aims!

2007-11-10 08:13

It happened for it should happen

naturally

No more reason, no more explanation

So, don't waste ur time on the useless things

What we need to do is just that

shut up our mouth and keep our eyes open

watch it goes

don't involve in it

dress as a watcher without any sensibility

that's all

no more sorrow, no more excuse

won't be haunted by fear nor worry

 

 

 

It is no use crying over spilt milk.

2007-10-28 22:24

My friend said,

"I feel i'm apart from this city with the time passing by".

And how about me?

Though i'm in the center of the city

and i feel its heartbeat,

my heart doesn't have a synchronal beat with it

and there is not a responses from it either.

I feel i'm at sea more and more,

and being without aims to life more and more.

what and how should i do?

That's a question,

a big one,

and being a intrinsic one which have never been solved.

yeah, they,boys and girls in school,are beatific as i saw when i was back today.

please treasure the felicities,

treasure the days u live through in school.

maybe, it won't come back any longer.

2007-10-18 23:01

声音突然哽咽也说不出心意
泪水慢慢堆积失去行走能力
视线里圈住已走远的你
无力挽留我的呼喊已经淹没在结局里

心已经被撕碎散在空气里飞
像花朵已枯萎无法再次收回
从没有让你感觉到快乐
原谅我心里疯狂的执着
不要回头看我不要恋恋不舍
跑着离开我吧以后好好过吧
眼前你越来越远
骗自己让你更远一点

这么迟钝的我可能有点懦弱
让你选择逃脱也许这样没错
忘记所有经过宁愿在痛苦中受折磨
要把回忆慢慢的遗落

请照顾好自己现在说对不起
曾经有过甜蜜为何还要离去
离开前请结束我的生命
失去了你一天也不能继续生存下去
你知道现在我已不能退
走到无法挽回快要崩溃
你却还能从容面对
怎么会是我哪里不对
你为什么一定要离去

 

 

I like the title!

2007-09-22 00:41

生活如刀

它在每个人身上不断地留下刀疤

有时猝不及防，有时势不可挡

有些伤痕很快复原，有些久久不能愈合

不用去嘲笑别人的伤疤，也不用因为自己的伤疤而自惭形秽

因为

到最后我们人人都是伤痕累累