look, this awfull day is just labor day. 

I don't wanna use "suck" or "fuck",

but I can't find some other appropriate words to express my mind.

Maybe, the day itself wouldn't burn me up.

it's a process of cumulation.

oppress a lot

and the festival set the signal.

I have done my best, even done all what I can do

I don't wanna get any mercy or be a part-time-boy whenever u wanted

it's enough.

There isn't any plan to continue this job.

u like to play, but i can't be with u this time.

it's not a game to me. i said it thousand times.

And now, i gotta stop this game. it's over.....

 

what's up to me?!!

how to drive it in the right way??

okey, aim was achieved,  have deflated the balloon which is going to blow up.

go to sleep and

keep on learning on the uneven road.

tomorrow is A brend new day

tomorrow is a beginning of a brend new life.

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China go!
That's the sound we appreciate.
  
Nothing was absolutely right nor wrong
and nobody could know every truth
however, we need to stand by one side
We are mankind. We have sentiment.
If we can't confirm something right,
don't care it,
trust our kindred, trust our nation
and give the greatest support to them!

We love peace, our nature is kindness
but it doesn't mean we are craven.
Nobody could ride roughshod over us.
Cause we are all pride of our ancestor,
we are all Yan-Huang's descendents!

four months, I haven't updated my log.

i don't know why,

for my busyness,

for the little girl,

for there is nothing to say,

or i'm turning to be numb,

whatever...

 

one point is confirmed,

that is i am from bad to worse day by day

the burden i carried is too heavy and turning into overload

i am so tired

i want to take a break

but i can't, can't do this

cause someone else will kick u out and find the replacer

this is the law of the jungle, especially in here sh.

so i have to walk on my routine way

taste the bitter fruit made by myself

singing sad melodies loudly with smile face and tears in my eyes

lowery days and lost sweet times

i come back to my house, sit about,

in the mirror, i count the blood nets in my eye, unkempt hair, dirty face.

thousands bats in my mind

pieces memory flow away not under my control

 

these days,

cost reduction, goal setting, six sigma, process and assy, house..

these words are always hovering in my mind

and how to weigh a sentiment 

set me confused.

by the rate of happy and unhappy?

i don't know.

2007-11-12 20:10

I was deeply moved again and again~~

So, please wait for ten minutes to listen this hymn!

I bet u won't be disappointed for the excellent hymn and the heated Speech.

 

Artist: Timo Tolkki 

Sitting here and wondering, 
watching the seasons going by
Each new answer just brings ten new questions
My eyes have finally opened
Armored human wrecks walking the streets
Longing for a leader to take away their pain
We have not learned anything

 

Let me live another day
Without sorrow, without shame
Let me feel the wind on my face
Let me feel the sun
And live my days with fun
Let me sing this hymn to life
Molesting and incest

Unloving parents feeding the oven of madness known as planet earth
Love turns into prostitution
Embracing into violence
Lovemaking into fucking
Greed kills our humanity,
morality our natural needs
Jealousy kills the friendship 

 

[Speech by Charlie (Charles) Chaplin (1889-1977)
         from "The Great Dictator" movie (1940)]

 

I'm sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor -
that's not my business -
I don't want to rule or conquer anyone.
I should like to help everyone if possible,
Jew, gentile, black man, white.
We all want to help one another, human beings are like that.

We want to live by each other's happiness,
not by each other's misery.
We don't want to hate and despise one another.
In this world there is room for everyone and-
the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone.

The way of life can be free and beautiful.

But we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men's souls -
has barricaded the world with hate;
has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed.

We have developed speed but we have shut ourselves in:
machinery that gives abundance has left us in want.
Our knowledge has made us cynical, our cleverness hard and unkind.
We think too much and feel too little:
More than machinery we need humanity;
More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness.
Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost.

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together.
The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men,
cries out for universal brotherhood for the unity of us all.
Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world,
millions of despairing men, women and little children, victims of a system -
that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.
To those who can hear me I say "Do not despair".

The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed,
the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress:
the hate of men will pass and dictators die,
and the power they took from the people, will return to the people -
and so long as men die, liberty will never perish...

Soldiers - don't give yourselves to brutes,
men who despise you, enslave you -
who regiment your lives, tell you what to do,
what to think and what to feel,
who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle,
use you as cannon fodder!

Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men,
with machine minds and machine hearts!
You are not machines!
You are not cattle! You are men!
You have the love of humanity in your hearts.
You don't hate - only the unloved hate -
the unloved and the unnatural.
Soldiers - don't fight for slavery, fight for liberty!

In the seventeenth chapter of Saint Luke it is written
 "the kingdom of God is within man" -
 not one man, nor a group of men- but in all men - in you!
You the people have the power,
the power to create machines, the power to create happiness!
You the people have the power to make this life free and beautiful,
to make this life a wonderful adventure!
Then in the name of democracy let us use that power -
let us all unite!!!
Let us fight for a new world,
a decent world that will give men a chance to work,
that will give you the future and old age and security.
By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power,
but they lie! They do not fulfil their promise, they never will!
Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people!
Now let us fight to fulfil that promise!
Let us fight to free the world,
to do away with national barriers,
to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance!
Let us fight for a world of reason,
a world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness.

Soldiers - in the name of democracy, let us all unite!!!

 

 

 

Soldiers!! I love the appellation!

We are all soldiers who are fighting for our own aims!

2007-11-10 08:13

It happened for it should happen

naturally

No more reason, no more explanation

So, don't waste ur time on the useless things

What we need to do is just that

shut up our mouth and keep our eyes open

watch it goes

don't involve in it

dress as a watcher without any sensibility

that's all

no more sorrow, no more excuse

won't be haunted by fear nor worry

 

 

 

It is no use crying over spilt milk.

2007-10-28 22:24

My friend said,

"I feel i'm apart from this city with the time passing by".

And how about me?

Though i'm in the center of the city

and i feel its heartbeat,

my heart doesn't have a synchronal beat with it

and there is not a responses from it either.

I feel i'm at sea more and more,

and being without aims to life more and more.

what and how should i do?

That's a question,

a big one,

and being a intrinsic one which have never been solved.

yeah, they,boys and girls in school,are beatific as i saw when i was back today.

please treasure the felicities,

treasure the days u live through in school.

maybe, it won't come back any longer.

2007-10-18 23:01

声音突然哽咽也说不出心意
泪水慢慢堆积失去行走能力
视线里圈住已走远的你
无力挽留我的呼喊已经淹没在结局里

心已经被撕碎散在空气里飞
像花朵已枯萎无法再次收回
从没有让你感觉到快乐
原谅我心里疯狂的执着
不要回头看我不要恋恋不舍
跑着离开我吧以后好好过吧
眼前你越来越远
骗自己让你更远一点

这么迟钝的我可能有点懦弱
让你选择逃脱也许这样没错
忘记所有经过宁愿在痛苦中受折磨
要把回忆慢慢的遗落

请照顾好自己现在说对不起
曾经有过甜蜜为何还要离去
离开前请结束我的生命
失去了你一天也不能继续生存下去
你知道现在我已不能退
走到无法挽回快要崩溃
你却还能从容面对
怎么会是我哪里不对
你为什么一定要离去

 

 

I like the title!

2007-09-22 00:41

生活如刀

它在每个人身上不断地留下刀疤

有时猝不及防，有时势不可挡

有些伤痕很快复原，有些久久不能愈合

不用去嘲笑别人的伤疤，也不用因为自己的伤疤而自惭形秽

因为

到最后我们人人都是伤痕累累

2007-08-20 08:02

where is my terminal station~~
never give up is so terrible~~

impossible is nothing?

这么累，还睡不好~~nnd!!

胡乱做梦~~

Impulsion is a demon, is it true? i confuse.

Many things cannot be done without impulsion,isn't it?

Death is rolling in every verse.

Fuck this hurts, I won't lie
Don't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I won't be satisfied

I'd like to open up these scars to find the pain inside again.

无聊的时候，盯着电脑桌面，鼠标右键-E-右键-E-右键-E-右键-E......

I cross the boarders of time,leaving today behind to be with u

不知不觉地喜欢哼着调调“Just turn off the lights
Don't wanna see me die
I look like I'm dead
But when you look at me
I am still alive
Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you want me to be
fighting with myself, with myself.....”

“不主动，不拒绝，不承诺，不负责”

不要用别人的过错当作自己也可以犯同样过错的理由~~

somewhere i belong,

“想不通”是常事~~所以要不断的说服自己， 甚至是欺骗自己，

to be a good cheater

how to calm down,tell me!!

拜金的社会，嗜血的城市，扭曲的思想，濒临崩溃的精神，

在这个残酷的游戏中，i'm a loser.

但我固执，顽固，不管别人的游说，劝阻，在树木高耸的黑暗森林里摸索，去寻找一条出路，扔掉手中的信号枪，断绝所有求助的念头，只靠自己，不管是死是活~~

I depends on myself

简单，极端的方式来终结一切

不负责任？逃避？脆弱？自暴自弃？

至此还在考虑别人的想法~~可笑？

"my insides all turn to ash,so slow;

and the waves inside collide,so cold...

I used to be my protection,but not now

cause my path has lost direction,somehow..."

I was used to talk to myself,for nobody could understand.

自作自受，口非心是，犯贱~~准备挖个坑跳进去~~~

go to sleep without goodnight~~

"with ur pleasure" is a bullshit~~

it become brilliant for ur appearance~~

It's time to come to an end

en

begin a new paragraph~~

2007-07-31 20:40

take a deep breath by my nose,exhale all of them out through my mouth,

from now on,

i'll feel i'm alive every second~~

2007-07-27 19:18

虽然可能是火星了，但还是让我在公司笑了一把~~

1月19日 　　有些人的爱情是A片，有些是三级片，有些是喜剧片，有些是文艺片； 我最惨，我的爱情过程是文艺片、喜剧片、三级片、A片、悬疑片、动作片，最后是KB片，更可气的是，还他 妈插播广告……

2月10日 　　我终于活着回来了！ 　　刚刚见了一个网友，长得很像如花，还是毁容版的如花，你能想像么……

2月11日 　　我喜欢把人生交给命运：早上醒来我都会抛硬币，如果正面朝上，我就继续睡觉； 如果背面朝上，我就躺在床上看电视。 如果硬币落地后是立起来的，我就起来收拾屋子。

2月12日 　　我慢慢发现，人才是妖精！有些妖精吃人，但人什么都吃，逮着一只妖精没准也能烧烤了！

2月13日 　　明天情人节，我辗转找到一个我中学暗恋的女生的电话，给她发了一条短信：如果只有一碗粥，你先喝半碗，剩下的半碗，我放在怀里给你保温…… 几分钟后，她回了一条短信：你是谁介绍的？一次四百，包夜七百。

2月14日 　　舍不得孩子套不着狼，舍不得媳妇抓不着流氓，舍不得更新得不着收藏…… 今天心情一直不好，昨晚的短信让我知道了，我以前暗恋的女生堕落了，竟然跟我说一次四百…… 　　当时我很伤心，一边伤心一边翻了翻钱包： 　　于是我更伤心了，我连陪她堕落一次的资本都没有……

2月18日 　　今晚仰卧，明早起坐，明晚俯卧，后天撑~~~锻炼，有时候就是这么简单。

2月22日 　　维持生命在于运动，创造生命也在于运动，区别就是——床下床上。 2月27日 　　面对困难时：死都不怕，还怕活着吗？ 　　面对危险时：活着都不怕，还怕死吗？ 　　这就是爱因斯坦的相对论……

2月28日 　　女孩在乎的是下半生的幸福；男孩关注的是下半身的幸福……

2月29日 　　如果人生能像电影一样，我一定大刀阔斧的剪辑一遍，把少年时上学的段落剪成字幕，把青年时创业的段落剪成一个特写，把中老年时期的成功片段，剪成整个故事……

3月11日 　　男人都好色，色心稍强一点叫色狼，再强一点叫色鬼，更加强就叫色魔，尤其强那就成了变 态色魔，好色到了极致，被称作人体美学艺术家。 3月12日 　　下雨天别出门，雨水虽没毒，湿身事小，淋病事大啊。

3月13日 　　我把她从女孩变成了女人；她把我从男孩变成了....................穷人。

3月14日 　　如果幸福是浮云，如果痛苦似星辰。 　　那我的生活真是万里无云，漫天繁星…… 3月15日 　　男人所说的内在美，指的是胸罩里面，而不是内心。

3月16日 　　我退化了，到现在我还不会游泳，要知道在我出生之前，我绝对是游的最快的那个……

3月17日 　　在街上看美女，目光高一点就是欣赏，目光低一点就是流氓。

3月18日 　　和女朋友分手之后，我终于明白，幸福要掌握在自己的手中，而不是在别人的嘴里！

3月22日 　　记得刚毕业不久的一天，女友给我发了一条短信：“我们还是分手吧！” 　　我还没来得及伤心呢，女友又发来一条：“对不起，发错了。” 　　这下可以彻底伤心了……

4月15日 　　你问我，幸福在哪里？我告诉你，你踮起脚尖，就能离幸福更近一些，你闭上眼，就能感受到幸福了…… 　　许久，我们分开，我看着你羞红的脸颊，轻声问你，感觉到幸福了么？ 　　你温柔的低头，娇声回了一句：你今天，吃蒜了。

4月17日 　　朋友说：“我和女朋友有隔阂，我下面给她吃，她说咸，她下面给我吃，我说酸……” 　　想了许久，我终于明白了。

5月8日 　　吃了晚饭在阳台抽烟享受，忽见夜空中一个光点转瞬即逝的划过，心里一激动：流星！于是马上许愿…… 　　许了六七个愿望，睁眼，烟已经抽完了，顺手扔出阳台，忽然听见楼下一个女孩的声音：“哇！流星！快许愿……”

5月10日 　　我想我是个变态，我有恋母和喜欢极品熟女的癖好。不然为什么每次看到我们超市主管的那张脸，我都想操 她奶奶？

5月11日 　　什么叫残忍？ 　　是男人，我就打断他三条腿；是公狗，我就打断它五条腿！

5月15日 　　每个人都是天上落下的天使，只不过有的是完好无损的着陆，有的是脸先着地，有的更倒霉，下落的时候直接骑在了围墙栏杆上……

5月16日 　　马善被人骑，人善也被骑。 　　人骑马是运动，人骑人是娱乐，马骑人……兽交。

5月17日 　　科学证实：劣质避孕套容易导致直肠癌。

5月18日 　　香荷碧水动风凉，水动风凉夏日长，长日夏凉风动水，凉风动水碧荷香。

5月19日 　　这个世界不公平就在于： 　　上帝说：我要光！——于是有了白天。 　　美女说：我要钻戒！——于是她有了钻戒。 　　富豪说：我要女人！——于是他有了女人。 　　我说：我要洗澡！——居然停水了！

5月23日 　　我的原则是：人不犯我，我不犯人；人若犯我，我就生气！

5月24日 　　忽然想起上大学时，老师出对联：国兴旺，家兴旺，国家兴旺。 　　班长对下联：天恢弘，地恢弘，天地恢弘！ 　　后来我被赶出了教室…… 　　因为我对的下联是：你 妈 的，他 妈 的，你 他 妈的！

5月25日 　　偶然看见书上所谓的当代女子择偶标准：有车有房，父母双亡。 　　郁闷。遂写下幻想中的选妻标准： 　　家中财产过亿，美貌天下第一，贤惠温柔性感，岳父癌症晚期……

6月8日 　　今天心情不好。我只有四句话想说。包括这句和前面的两句。我的话说完了……

6月9日 　　师太，你就从了老衲吧！ 　很久很久以后…… 　　师太，你就饶了老衲吧！

6月12日 　　凶残的人——没事找个人来杀杀。 　　风流的人——没事找个美女睡睡。 　　富有的人——没事买辆新车开开。 　　我——没事捡个烟头抽抽……

6月13日 　　年少的时候有一段时间，一直想表现自己彪悍的一面，于是想纹身，最终没有实施的原因是：我一直在犹豫是纹蜡笔小新好，还是纹铁臂阿童木好。

6月17日 　　小时候经常听说有人因为生活压力大而自杀，那时我懂得死亡，却不明白压力是什么，现在长大了，我懂得了什么是压力，开始不明白为什么还有那么多人活着……

6月18日 　　老天爷给我一双眼睛，让我看到花花世界；老天爷又给我一双手，让我去勤奋劳动挣钱；老天爷再给我一张嘴，让我用它来咒骂老天爷的不公平……

6月19日 　　女人无论站多高，蹲下只能湿润脚下的土地；男人厉害了，站的更高，尿得更远！

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刷子外号集锦：侯赛因`穆罕默德`阿卜杜刷，半坡猴，枣核，阿chou...
小龟外号集锦：屁股（大屁），女人，（母）狗，剃腿毛的；汪财...“我不想哭，可是为什么眼泪不停地流”；“为什么我是第一个离开的”（我想说，第一个离开的是最幸福的）感情受挫时的交流；华理的交流；坚持不懈的毅力...
JB的游戏灵气，聪明的头脑，对朋友一些事情的热心...
何二：学生会共事时的帮助；平时一些事情有求的话一定尽力帮忙；超强的工作能力；为人处事的能力；也许还需要一些机遇。
小猴子：告别赛the last goal；豪爽的陕西爷们；“谁把你灌成这样的？！”；小博士
王二：软脸，软软；超强的记忆力；告别赛发彪；经典的弹手指...
老蒋：jump鸡，“有勇有谋”；张飞；忠厚老实
安子：壮男；学习认真；各地实习，有不少经验；够闯
仔仔：超口爱；从不生气；冬天的热宝；卡丁男
小秋：帮主；做事很细
宁宁：“打你丫穿吊带的”；人很好的老乡，哥们；自封外号“短腿儿”；KJ男；“跑得快”；因为某人颓废，堕落，只能给与同情，和力所能及的安慰...
雄健：很热心，对热爱的事物很专心，很耐心，也多谢这次对我这滩烂泥的救助
炜炜：海南人；野猴；院联赛的妙传；哥们~~~
舟舟：入学第一个有印象的人；一起找房子的日子，好辛苦，一起抱怨；超强的动手能力；喜欢玩户外；喜欢高科技的东西
Marq：又一个老乡；网球很强；男高音
老龟：和前面的小龟没什么联系；憨厚老实；经典动作“端个缸子，肩上搭个毛巾站人群后面看X片”
磊座：同样卡丁男；同样聪明的江西人；不怎么学考到同济
一鸡：总是笑呵呵的；胖墩墩的；像卡丁车里面的宝宝；踢球时经典动作“抬脚，球从脚下滚过”
胡子：潜水员（果然父母在保密局工作）；拳霸；
老怪：说句普通话真的很难吗？（采花泽）；怕蛇；经典动作“金鸡独立”
*小楠：要说的很多，也有很多已经说了，你的愿望我尽量，旅途愉快~~
*冰冰：很有才的美女；很幸福的女生；四月春游很愉快
 
pieces in my memory,but they are important to my life.
Don't cry 小龟，Don't cry 仔仔，安子，小秋，Don't cry 冰冰
Don't cry T
We will be together forever!
 


朋友

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

I'M NOT THE ONE U THOUGHT TO BE
I'M NOT THE SUPERMAN WHO CAN AFFORD THE BURDEN THAT U ADD SPECIALLY
U'R WRONG,U OVERRATE ME
PLEASE SEE ME CLEARLY,MORE AND MORE DEEPLY
I'M JUST A ORDINARY PERSON,EVEN MORE WEAKLY
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT FAIRNESS
I DON'T NEED ANY MERCY FROM U GOD,NOR FROM ANYONE ELSE
BUT,DON'T......DON'T,PLEASE
THIS IS MY ENTREATY

THERE IS NO ENDING TO THIS LIFE
THAT I'VE TO LIVE WITH ENDLESS SIGHS
CAN'T U SEE I'M FALLING NOW?
COULD U HEAR THESE WORDS SOMEHOW
AND ALL I KNOW IS THAT MY HEAD IS GONE
AND I AM FALLING NOW
....
HELP ME,HEAL ME. AND BRING ME BACK
DON'T LET ME DOWN!   

 

FOUR YEARS!!

LP have announced plans to release their new album on April 30th.The untitled disc is being produced by Rick Rubin, known for his work with the Jay-Z and The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Front man Chester Bennington says the album will be “dark and spooky, poppy and very melodic”. The album is the follow-up to 2003’s Meteora.

 

I was very lucky to hear the new one and felt the changes they brought to me.They were children,when they wrote the Hybrid Theory.And now,they own the pieces and abundant experiences,they are more mature.The title is unnamed now,it is said that may be 'Trials and Tribulations(审判与磨难)' or 'A Million Little Pieces'

 There is a letter which lp write to us followed:

Linkin Park Fans,
What’s happening? We have quite a bit of news for you.
Firstly, our new album has officially entered the “mixing stage” of the process. We have put more into the new album than anything we have ever done before. After over a year of writing, recording, and setting unrealistic finish dates for the record (sorry about that!), we are in the home stretch. The new album is very exciting for the six of us, and we can’t wait until everyone can hear it! When can you get your first taste? We are looking to release the first single in March.
Some of you may think you have already heard some new music; not true.
You have heard either Qwerty, or Announcement Service Public…both tracks that came out of our recording process, but neither of which will be on the album. They are currently available on this year’s LPU CD, go check out www.lpunderground.com.

Also, get ready for LPTV. We are going to be releasing a series of internet webisodes on www.linkinpark.com that will give a history of Linkin Park, as well as an inside look at the studio experience with the new album. LPU members will have access to extended footage on almost all of the LPTV episodes.
Lastly, for all of you street teamers, we will be opening the team in the coming months to all you who believe in us, and want to help us spread the word - look out for more coming soon on how to join.

I can’t wait until you can all hear the new music!

 

ye!I can't wait 2!Looking forward to 'the whole new animal'!

 

We should take responsibility for ourselves&our lives,
cause we own the droit and obligation,
cause we can't rely on anyone else.
We should be free from the life of pain.
So we creat the enjoyable movement by ourselves&for ourselves.
Just like the day before yesterday,
we travel to hangzhou,and enjoy ourselves.
Whatever biking or walking,cycling the West Lake is my favor,
in despite of it's my back-visit and accomplish the half of West Lake.
If i have a cheerful mood and just only a free day,i will complete the other half one.
i tell the story to all my friend to show my enjoyment.
That's the truth when ur pleasure is shared in ur friends,the happiness is transfering.
When we're old,we could sing"we had joy,we had fun,we had seasons in the sun,but the wild and song,
like the season have gone."
We had the pictures in our minds,whatever they are sunshine or darkness,they are seven colors.
So,make ur lives better. 

喜欢做一个听众，站在一个旁观者的角度去聆听这世间的呻吟，聒噪，争辩，谎言，甜言蜜语，甚至是闲聊时的只言片语......这样我能更加透彻的看清一些东西，冷静的思考，没人让你作出选择，没人让你一定应答。

结果有二，不会过激，反应迟钝。（写好才发现，思维从这里跳了一下）

其实我和刷子的性格在某些方面有点像的，他说夏天喜欢一个人坐在房顶，静静的坐一会凝神，说自己有一点孤僻；

夏天的时候，我喜欢站在阳台或者有机会在草原更好，静静的，仰望星空，不一定想什么，任思绪在浩瀚的宇宙间翱翔，孤僻我也有一点；

刷子喜欢坐在电脑前发呆，美其名曰“冥想”；

我也同样，顺便也占了“冥想”这个词的光。

但刷子和我又有一些不同，相比之下，我可能更多变一些，刷子始终喜欢柔和的东西，而我却有时喜欢一点刺激，

音乐上，刷子喜欢古典悠扬的，我有时狂恋金属，摇滚；

刷子受不了迪厅的喧嚣，受不了的DJ疯狂，我觉得在迪厅可以脱去一切束缚；

刷子只喜欢清纯的女生，我也可以接受比较high的或者比较前卫的，不过更多的青睐cute类型；

刷子喜欢看小说，看历史，我这辈子最讨厌的就是看文字多的东西，相比长篇小说，我宁愿去看高数，物理课本之类；

刷子被称为“XX第一文人”，而我经常为写一段简单的文章头晕眼花；

一个月没有更新空间，有一些因素是因为刷子，但今天却写了这么多和刷子的对比。

不知道刷子看了感觉如何。

至于小龟呢，一直觉得像个小孩，今年突然觉得成熟了很多。

今天不知道在交大复试的怎么样了，希望一切顺利~~借刷子吉言“逢‘胸’化吉”。
 

 

最近总有用英语写东西的冲动，因为感觉汉语表达不出来，英语可以自己想象自己理解，但用英语写又要好久才能写好一篇

对于最近身心疲惫的我（找个懒得理由），没有力气去写了，所以还是用汉语吧

这篇应该算猪年第一篇了,本来应该很早就可以写好的，但后来写了删，删了写的，一直犹豫，不知道该不该发~~

年过的和预想的一样平静，如果不是三姨带十几年没回来的哥哥和刚过门的嫂子回来，就根本不想出门了，老老实实的在奶奶家和自己家两点一线了。由于今年票又紧张，没办法在北京下车帮哥哥看电脑了，真有点不好意思呢。

初四哥哥回去那天又是初，高中同学聚会，赶在一天进行了，真是忙碌的一天。

聚会上感觉同学变化都不是很大，就是都越来越帅了，也越来越pl了，聊天的主题也都是考研和工作

本以为要考研的人都没有考，貌似大多数同学都已投身社会主义建设的实践当中了，真是报国心切阿！

饭后的娱乐活动都没有去，因为最近恶略的情绪，怕扫了大家的兴，还是回家“撕花瓣”了

之后就是与一年未见的小猪见面并送别，过了两天高兴的日子。

还有就是我们打球的一伙人聚会，当天蕾蕾家做东，大家（其实就几个会做菜的）各显身手做菜，那天应该是我过年吃的最合口的一顿饭了，尤其是蕾蕾做的油菜炒香菇，基本被我一个人包圆了，好身手！

最近的生活就是这样，pieces的记忆，pieces的心情~

What is our demand on earth！(Maybe I should use"my"instead of"our".)

This a question i often ask myself,but never get a certain answers.

Everytimes i ends it with a "maybe..",maybe there is no solution.

Since i came back to my home,i have seen the changes that my family brought to me,

and my thought itself have changed also.The job i found seem to be steady and more important thing is that is my interest.

Maybe it will be a career that offers a challenge,but now there is no constant pressure that keeps hanging over me.

When all things seem to be advantage to me,life is much more than just black and white,blessedness is around me ererywhere,beautiful pectures run through my mind always and the future seem not to be obscuration...

Why do i feel so tired?i feel every cells in my body is sleeping and dying.

i feel so lonely and empty in my mind,isolation syndrome paroxysm again.

Nothing could interest me.

i don't know this is reality or fiction.

Maybe i have to use"maybe"again,maybe i should learn to the lyric that sum41 sang"to turn our backs away, and chose to just ignore"